Challenge

One of the things I like to do is work with challenging myself seeing how far I can test myself as a child I used to set stuff I would do and see how I went just testing myself I think it begins there in the way studies and education is set up they do design the work around showing up and challenging yourself 

Will power mostly in our younger days 

Like the amount I had of people moaning at me to stop biting my nails they were sore bite to the quit majority bleeding those days so I decided I would stop biting them so I did 

Just in sheer will power I gave up 

Just decided and set my mind to it and I don't bite nail problem all time sorted 

There was some iffy times just I got over them will power I am doing this I just went for it and achieved it too 

Never thought of doing it since 

We do have this power of will 

If we just decide commit to it and no going back it's just forwards to you as a non nail biter am not this person now 

I don't do it 

I have had this conviction in a number of challenging behaviour like this over my length of life time I just decide than do the challenge

It's been another long process with other things like putting myself in front of a camera taking a photo Challenge these have tested all my limits to the extreme like here now the times I have started this blog started this journey I have gone through this part that much it's gone beyond a joke 

It's not a laughing matter if you know what I mean 

I've had to push myself further than this tons of times tons of ways I get in a cycle and play the default game again it keeps me struck 

I tend to freeze after so long time the loop my mind thoughts goes through is like in a a roundabout and it's here again I push it's pulled back time and time again it gets quite boring after how long am doing it for you see I decided to do something online back in 2015 and yeah am here not on here yet it's the end of 2022 seven years I have been in this aroundabout not getting off 

Well this stops I now decided am doing this now 

And pushing through all my limitations that keep me struck am facing them this time as personally I have had enough of being this way 

Am doing it here goes 

I will be noting down my journey if you want to follow through maybe we can help each other in this together this challenge to put myself out there 

Here goes !!!